all i need to sustain my life at this point in time [12 Dec 2005|12:14pm] i LOVE this girl

it feels better to be missed then to miss [24 Oct 2005|06:19pm] [ mood | dreamy ] [ music | coheed and cambria:a favor house atlantic ] iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou i just thought i'd let you know... i would call you every single day if i could, but i can't 'cause i'm not allowed __________________________remember that and remember me i could go hours writing about you but i learned that it doesn't do me any good iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou

your gorgeous [12 Oct 2005|03:16pm] [ mood | weak ] i dont know how you do it to me, but your face still brings me to tears. it seems like it was yesterday when you and i lay side by side in my bed. when you told me how much you love me and how there is no other girl that could replace my spot in your heart. from all the bad, the good, and the life changing experiences that will never be forgotten this summer, and our Life, that i gave away, and the pain i still feel from doing that; all the physical, the mental, the emotional. that whole period of time when i had no clue what to do with myself to now... where i cant see you anymore for comfort, for support, for love, and for help, of our loss. i cant do this on my own, moving past something that was ours, not just mine i dont know how this picture could be anymore wrong. i dont know if this even kills you inside i cant pretend, and i cant hide, and if my words dont clearly state it, i love you. there's no erasing whats been engraved on my heart. i can fool the world, and maybe i can fool you as well, but certainly not myself you make my heart race like no one else can, and your my other half. life has been crazy since you havent been on my side.... i think the biggest mistake was letting you go, and the even bigger mistake was when i had my chance to be with you once more, and letting that one go as well. the things i would do to just hold your body close to mine just one more time. to have your soft lips against mine and to listen to your voice in my ear. ...to have a conversation with you

[28 Sep 2005|10:08pm] a little less then two more hours and i'll be a seventeen year old miracle. amazing.

Goodbye Waves and Driveways [13 Sep 2005|12:44pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | the rocket summer ] Just walk away Gather your thoughts for the second length Of this argument on this epic changing day It's crazy to think that an hour ago all things were great But we stand here both proud both wrong and right Throwing cheap shots in this stubborn fight And our lives are so intertwined in one And were just so stuck in this moment it's clear that were coming undone And you see it’s hard for me to breathe When I get all worked up with these feelings And I don’t know exactly how it is That we can be so mad we consider to not exist And we both know there’s so much love clenched within our fists The goodbye waves in the driveway just resonate And yes I’m throwing it right back at her While were drowning in rivers from our faces We just wanna know if this, is this over Trembling silence fills the air As we stand here so impaired, but so aware I sit in this house Alone with fresh photographs And I just can’t relax My cigarette smoke, I’m starting to choke on this Then half of my souls on the road in a car with a girl in a dress See it’s making it hard for me to breathe And I get all worked up with these feelings And I don’t know exactly how it is That just to say I’m right your wrong we both lose to win The goodbye waves in the driveway just resonate And yes I’m throwing it right back at her While were drowning in rivers from our faces We just wanna know if this, is this over Trembling silence fills the air As we stand here whoa-oh So hey now, maybe we're just being stupid Hey, maybe we're just being dumb No, hey, maybe it's time that we stopped and we realize that like the flag in the wind we are one How at first it’s made so cute and lovely And the battle can be torn to shreds And with time and with patience and love and affection Can beat this with needle and thread Because I love you and you love me And nothing will make this leave I said I love you and you love me And nothing will make, make, make, make this leave So remember me, yeah! Remember me, yeah! Remember me Don’t walk away…

your company is more then appreciated [12 Sep 2005|06:05pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | american football.honestly ] Sitting quitly and pondering alone with hopes of greatness and chances gone wishing the future would give great things but knowing exactly what it brings nothing but disapointment and despair more than anyone could possibly bear a life empty of meaning and filled with regret headed for a dead end course already set a life of sweet dreams turn to nightmares in a listless world so no one cares abandoned i sit and stare at the sky wondering why i dont give up and die MJD imsoinlovewithyoumjd

[19 Aug 2005|02:38am] Nelson Mandella

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